Monday, March 3, 2014

Before I was Mom

Before I was Mom I KNEW things that my kids would and wouldn't do. We've all seen those crazy parents that let their kids get away with murder, and in turn, make those around them want to murder them. I knew that some of those things would be a waste of my breath, and some, I would stick to, no matter what. Boy was in for a surprise.

Before I was Mom...
  • I knew that my kids would always be well fed, they'd have enough and it'd be healthy.
  • I vowed that we would eat at home as often as possible
  • I knew that I'd find the perfect daycare provider so I wouldn't miss a beat at work
  • I promised myself that my kid would never get away with things, even in public
  • I promised to keep my house clean, and to pick up toys every night
  • I knew that I would never let my kids sleep in my bed
  • I was going to keep them on a schedule, they needed to fit into my life
  • I was still going to see all of my "pre-baby" friends
  • And most of all, I'd raise them to love the Lord.

Then I had a sick kid.

Now that I'm Mom of one perfect boy, and one baby girl on the way I've learned...
  • I'm lucky if my kid eats anything. Tonight a piece of cheese was a huge win
  • I'm thankful our town has more than one McDonald's, so I don't seem like I go to any one too often
  • Work wasn't worth it. Between doctor's appointments and Levi being sick, home is a good place to be
  • Levi totally climbed across a table at a meeting tonight. And I wasn't even mad. 
  • My house isn't clean. It never is. There are toys everywhere. But it's home.
  • After getting up 3 times before 4am the other day, Levi ended up in bed with me.
  • The only schedule we keep around here is Levi's feeding and medicine schedule.
  • I'm glad most of my friends are having babies right now, then they still want to hang out with me
  • We are raising our children to love the Lord. If there was anything I was going to get right, I'm glad this was it.

Thursday, January 9, 2014

I'm not always a good mom...

I'm not. There it is. I said it. I'm really bad at some "mom" things.
  • Mostly housework. I hate cleaning. That's not an understatement. I actually hate cleaning.
  •  I forget when it's snack time. We've been on tube feeds for so long that now that Levi's started to take in some of his nutrition by mouth, I can't figure out for the life of me why at 4:30 he's screaming in the kitchen. Oh yeah. He just wants a snack.
  • Remembering to schedule play dates. I live in this world of "I have a sick kid". I forget that sometimes he likes to be normal and play with other kids. Whoops.
  • Washing diapers. There's always only one left when I finally get around to it. Then it's dirty and I still have 2 more hours before the others are clean, so we have none. 
  • Not watching TV. Especially when I'm cooking. I like to watch netflix at the end of the day, but Levi needs that time more. 
  • Baths. I hate bath time. Levi loves it. I try to make it as quick and as painless as possible. Levi wants it to last as long as possible.
  • Did I mention cleaning? I hate cleaning. 
There it is. Honestly. 

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Grow, Baby, Grow

Levi's not growing. At least, he's not growing enough or very well. He's only gained 1/2 lb in 4 months. That's not enough. We head in to KC again tomorrow to try to figure out a new game plan. Please pray for the best outcome and that the Lord will show himself during this struggle.

Monday, May 20, 2013

2 month catch up!

I've sat down to write a blog many times over the last two months. And something always seems to come up instead of writing. Usually it's Levi wanting to play, which I don't mind.

A lot has happened over the last few months, Levi is up to 16lbs 12oz. We've had snow and summer hit all at once it seems. I'm filling in a few days a week at the YMCA again, which means Levi is hanging out with Aunt M or in kids gym. Both seem to be good for him. And we've taken a lot of pictures. It's probably just easier to put those up so you can see what we've been doing...

Levi trying on some bunny ears before Easter

Easter Day family picture at church

Tilled up (and now planted) our garden plot!

Played at the park

Sleeping like a rock!

A few small hospital stays, but nothing major, doesn't he look BIG!?!?!?

Went to Texas to visit my parents!

Went to Galveston and Levi saw the beach for the first time!

Got to play with Popcorn, a lot

Found out Levi is allergic to penicillin

Had breakfast with Aunt Pat in Texas

Mom, Julia and I painted these, we had a great time!

Hung out with friends in Texas

Rocked the shades

Came back to KS and the next day it SNOWED (April 23), but this still wasn't our last snow of the year

We've been taking a lot more time to just "hang out" as a family :)

That's right, Levi is EATING a little bit!

Went to the All Schools Day Parade in McPherson with Aunt Kelsey

John got a new carrier to wear Levi

Went bowling with our young adult group at church, and Levi got to hang out with a friend, too!   

That's been our last few months in a nutshell. In there we also had the baby shower for Kelsey, Levi had his first "big" injury. He fell in the parking lot and it ended up with a hospital stay overnight, everything was fine, but I was one freaked out mama! We had a wonderful time in Texas, and Levi and I really enjoyed spending time with my family.
On Friday we go to KC to get the "real" answers of how Levi is doing from the dr's there. So pray for good results!
I'm training to run a half marathon in October, which my sister so kindly signed me up for. It's a long road, but Levi seems to enjoy being my "training buddy". Really, he just rides in the stroller and then gets mad when I don't go fast enough for him. Other than that, we're just enjoying the start of summer!

Sunday, March 24, 2013

A Big, Good Weekend

We had quite a busy weekend! We went to Omaha this weekend for two reasons, first, to see John's side of the family, and second, it was Mary Kay Career Conference. I learned a lot at the conference! It was great to hear success stories and struggles of other consultants. I also learned that I have a stronger love for my job than I thought! I feel so blessed to work for a company that starts a conference in prayer and encourages everyone to share their faith story. I know that God has placed me within this company to help share my faith story with other women. I cannot wait to help other women experience the Mary Kay opportunity and learn more about themselves. Here are my pictures from this weekend at the conference.
New Trench Red Jacket
New Cropped Red Jacket
New Classic Red Jacket

Our team this weekend L to R: Margo, me, Mary, Rita, Lizzy and Brenda

Mary and I before Friday night's session

And here are some pictures from the other half of our weekend, family time! And the drive home, which was crazy with all of the ice!
Levi with his bagel

Mary Sleeping

Levi sleeping

John and Levi

Mary being Napkin Face

Friday, March 15, 2013

Ahh, spring weather

This spring weather, even if it's just a teaser, has been wonderful! In the past two days Levi and I have walked about 7 miles outside and I've jogged 1.25. Loving it!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

It's only 11am?!?!?!?

It's already been one of those days. Today started out like any normal Sunday, John got up before the sun to go to church to practice, since he plays the service today. I got up around 8 (thanks for letting me sleep, Levi!) got showered, then did some stuff around the house. Once Levi got up we did his normal morning stuff, baths, playing, singing, etc. I put Levi down for his normal before church nap and kept piddling. Everything seems good so far, right? Now it begins. John called around 10:40 to make sure that we were coming to church and I confirmed that we were. I began to get Levi and I's stuff ready for church. I couldn't find my keys. Called John, he had no idea, kept searching. Pop past Levi's room and hear him playing. Nap did not happen. Get Levi out of bed and put him on the floor while I keep searching for missing keys. Head into Levi's room to see if keys got put in there and I hear Levi in the kitchen. Then I hear the dog's water, and no dog. Go into the kitchen and Levi is covered in water and is putting cat food into the dog water. Move Levi into another room and keep looking for keys. Finally find keys under John's shorts on the couch in the living room. Yay! Go to find Levi and he's back in the dog water. COVERED. We have to leave for church, decided that I would just change him right when we got there. As I'm putting him in his carseat he proceeds to poop, big, stinky poops. Gross. Go to start car and the car won't start. Try again, and it still won't start. Then the horn starts going off. Argh. Get the horn stopped and realize that the battery is way dead. Get baby boy inside and change him and he is covered in poops/blood. He's had a yeast infection because of the meds, and the poops mixed with that caused some open sores that started bleeding. Got that taken care of and got him in his crib and started a feed. I feel very done for the day. I've had to say some very big prayers that God will handle my emotions, thoughts and actions today. More so than other days. All of these things that happened were more or less out of my control. I know that there's a lesson in this somewhere. I'm just going to wait and see and hope that He shows me his plan. And I'm just sad that Levi's bum hurts. It breaks my heart to see Levi in pain.